i wish i was a stronger person so that i can leave....and be fine.
god, give me strength..please...
[update] COOL.......we just broke up.
having strength
to not look back. i can change my days into happy ones by looking towards the future. he is not with me anymore. reading old letters & reminiscing about old times opens those wounds when they were just starting to heal. ignorance is bliss. stop trying to catch up on his life because you're not apart of it anymore. GET . OVER . IT .
"You've taken every tiny good moment you remember, forgotten all the unpleasant ones, and created a gorgeous fantasy for yourself that no real man can live up to. Forgive yourself, forgive him, and put away all your dreams and mementos. Literally, box up everything that reminds you of him -- pictures, cards, letters, gifts -- and get them out of your sight. Spend time with your friends, and build a good life for yourself."
EXACTLY!!!
"Forgiveness does not always lead to a healed relationship. Some people are not capable of love, and it might be wise to let them go along with your anger. Wish them well, and let them go their way. "- Unknown
